Demented Soul !

Anon, invisible and lost

By the tyranny of emotions

Dwindle to a wandered soul

I fear no more of your existence

But to my demented thoughts!

I Have Learned...! (5)

I have learned that...

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My Musketeers...

There is a numbness while writing this post, “Three Musketeers”, well that was my gang of three devils ready to do weirdest, funniest, adventures stuff, best people of my life always by me for anything and everything.  I lost V long back to cancer and R recently; i know  memories will always be there, but will not be replaced. The last SMS from R i received was more like a sign, “Hey watching you”. I still wait for your morning miss calls to wake me up.. though i know, there wont any, anymore...

Quite clueless I’m, I guess, now.  I will miss you a lot...

Oh! Scary life is, mocking at my fate;

As the mighty sun sets in the distant horizon;

Leaving me in solitude with the darkness;

Only to wake up every morning to see myself looking for sign;

Searching in every crowd hoping to see you back

Blaming the mighty for his cruelty; why me?

Unanswered questions and unheard prays;

Now it’s just me and my life

Wondering where to start again!

My Bygone World..

Leaving behind the past,

I’m moving with the world

Yet stagnant with the time!

This is not the end; nor will it ever be.

I’m tired of running, hiding away from you;

I’m tired of all the pain and setbacks;

I’m not left with any courage to face again;

Thy I wish, to face you again, with a ray

Oh my life, I miss you so much!

Wanderer I’m, hoping to see you my way

To take you back to my bygone world.

Unfinished Book..!

I read your book yesterday, the one I thought would be a great one, only to find it unfinished. The title amazed me, the characters I was familiar with, there were emotions and pain, setbacks and hard work, but did I miss the ending?

You could have written the love and friendship, the success you had n the titles you gained!

I thought I could predict it, but you left it the way you left, just like that and I was wondering was it meant to be a happy ending or you always knew that it will end it this way..
Its been a month since you left, I thought I could finish it, I was so wrong, how could I write your life?

I have my book here unfinished; leaving me wondered who’s going to finish it?
Words have stopped coming long back; I was just waiting for the sign. May this is the last..!

Do we always get the chance to say Good-bye?