February 12, 2009

Random Thoughts....!!!!!

Hey, You are changing...!!! I wondered from which side, but then i couldnt stop thinking about what my cousin told. He knows me for a long time, so when he telling this, i am sure there is something that made him say that. I dont want to change, i am not telling that i am that "perfect 10 " kind of person, but then i love the way i am, that i dont want to change anything, just stay like this untill I feel 'its time to change'.

These days i think i am enjoying being myself so much that i get bored when i am with others. Not that they are boring people, infact my friends are the best things ever happened to me, but then attimes everyone need some space, just to think about whats happening in their life.I do think a lot these days about what i really want in life, i cant tell that i want to b more career oriented, coz i think already many people are telling me (that i am a workaholic..!!!) to think about things other than my career.

I am going home in March, after a long long time, there is a great deal of excitement, but then cant really tell that i am happy, the only thing i am excited is that i can stay at home and meet my parents and grandpa. My best friend's wedding is also coming near. But at the same time there is this odd feeling , dont know exactly what, which scares me.

I am thinking about starting my photgraphy lessons again, not that i am a great one, but i guess i was not bad. May b a nikon cam can work wonders with me (or the other way around), though for the time being i have to be happy with my Olymbus one.

Well Valentines Day is coming near, this time i dont know with whom i will celebrate as all my friends are committed now, and they are thinking about something quite. Well i wont b really 'Celebrating', will explore the city alone sipping a cup of coffee. My best friend 'M' expected that atleast this year i will not be alone, Sorry dear, u will be dissappointed this year also. Good things can wait for some more time...........!!!
Well i am getting more attached to Some People than i thought, i guess i need to start keeping some distance, dont have a clue HOW, but i guess thats better. But then at the end i will get hurt coz these days i am so habituated with them.


DestinY UnrevealedD said...

your best friend 'M' wants you to get committed but she doesnot want you to maintain distance from the people,you are getting habituated to....and nor you, I suppose darling... ;)

-=A.R.N.=- said...

Hi, just happened to land on your blog...

Interestingly, my old blog used to be called "Random Thoughts" too

Indian Home Maker said...

Well when you sip coffee this valentine's day, wear pink and do have fun, take pictures and post them on the blog ...
I love taking pictures too, I have a Nikon too, it will be great too see how people in the streets celebrated V day everywhere :)

Tara said...

The best way to celebrate this valentine would be to pursue something you've been wanting to...so go out there, gift yourself a Nikon and shoot. No better way according to me. :)

As for the changing bit, consciously or subconsciously we all change. There can be no one who is cent percent the same person. I believe 'Every change is good change'. Keep rocking Ms.Pillai! :)

Praveen said...

its always good to spend sometime with yourselves...but dont go to the ppoint of self obsession or being workaholic :D
starting photogrphy lessons again is a good option as it will keep you occupied giving you no time to think..
valentine's day...pub bharo :P