June 30, 2009

That Stranger I love..!

Enthralling those moments we shared,
i thought it wil never end,
but for a moment of ignorance,
you made me a total stranger.

Here I am, like a kid in a crowd,
searching for a way,only to find dead ends.
I thought you will hold me, when I fall
but all I could see is a familiar face,
walking away from my view.
I wanted to share a million things,

but all i could hear was nothing but silence.

June 27, 2009

Finish the Lines....

Saw this in Arv's Blog... liked it so much that I tagged myself ... ofcourse with Arv's permission..Thank u :)

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss..... will never happen.

2. I am listening to... O Sathi re (Omkara)

3. I talk... very less.

4. I love... my family & friends …

5. My best friends... are part of my life

6. My first real kiss... is yet to come.

7. Love is... what I am scared to accept, but unable to deny.

8. Marriage is... something that I am dread of, that I am running away from it everyday, almost every minute of my life.

9. Somewhere, someone is thinking... that I will be fine, with the passing time.

10. I'll always... try to be a better person with more expressions and less emotions

11. The last time I really cried was because... I missed someone.

12. My cell phone ... badly needs a break.

13. When I wake up in the morning... I think about you, and the number of days I have left with you.

14. Before I go to bed... I tell good night to you, and thank god for holding my hand, when I was falling

15. Right now I am thinking about... How I was, and how I am now, not able to relate

16. Babies are... best of Gods creation, who told angels are there only in heaven!

17. I miss... those days, when we smiled for no reason, laughed for every PJ, roam around carefree, enjoying every fights, listening to your stories … realizing it will never come again.

18. Today I... feel lost, hoping I will finally find my way.

19. Tomorrow I will be... somewhere; I know I don’t want to think about that tomorrow.

20. I really want to be... here with you pursuing the things that I love.

June 22, 2009

On a Rainy Day...!

I just love this monsoon ....this weather, this place and my friends.

After a long time I was with T & A, chatting about everything and nothing, sipping a cup of coffee on a rainy day. I missed their company a lot, not that we were not seeing, but when ever we met I was so pre-occupied that I hated to spoil their mood too with my changing moods that I just preferred to stay alone. So this time it was like union after a long time, I just love them for what they are to me….

Its an awesome feeling, like I am back to life again, after weeks of uncertainty, finally I have an answer, and I am not regretting though I am scared to death. You cant every day break the rules that you follow, I didn’t break, I just didn’t allow others to take my life away from me. I am still feeling bad that I had to take a stand, I still feel bad that I might have hurt my father, I am just hoping that he will understand and will stand by what I believe and not the years old tradition and my relatives. He was more than happy when I send him bouquet on Father’s Day… I know he least expected that from me.... (But then i did made him smile..)

I am more delighted that finally monsoon is here to take away my tears; I don’t want to cry, not anymore. I am happier that I am can finally keep my feet down without fear, of expressing myself. I may have hurt some of my dear ones directly or indirectly, but thank God, they do understand me more than I thought……
Do I need to tell you one more reason why I love this monsoon rain…

Disclaimer : I took the pic from here .. http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3228/2813614786_2d9f8ede51.jpg

June 12, 2009

Monsoon Rain..!!!

I love the way rain hits earth with all its power, even poets have described its beauty.
monsoon has arrived in kerala, but here in Mumbai, I am still waiting. Monsoon rain always gives me nostalgic feeling, taking me back to my child hood,to best days of my life, leaving all tensions and worries. It always washed them away .

Grandpa’s house, monsoon hitting the sand, yelling out of the house along with cousins, just to soak myself , playing with water, till I get that first cough. Returning from school, hands put outside the bus window, raindrops starting to drip, feeling the coldness of water, later splashing at everyone sitting near me.
Uniform fully dirty with mud, face “with an I didn’t do anything look” hearing all the scolding of mom, still playing with that muddy water, overhearing moms complains “ ee nasham pidicha mazha”

First time feeling lost in life, walking alone, enjoying the solitude, , no one might have seen water driping down my face, the rain washed away everything, not giving a trace. Did I tell you why I love rain so much.

Now finally here, far away from the Monsoon and its beauty, I am waiting, who told I don’t love anyone, cant u see I’m madly in love with rain..!
Disclaimer : All the pics uploaded here, i got through google image search, so if any pic wants to be removed, please mail me.

June 4, 2009

Scribbling Ur Life..!!!

Those doors are finally closed
After waiting for the rain n sun,
Didn’t I warn you, the sun will burn you out?
And rain will tear away your ashes
Alas! I had some more time
But you see, it was not my fault,
I would have stopped,
I would have waited ,
But I didn’t see you
I was so busy living my life
That I forgot to see through yours.