June 22, 2009

On a Rainy Day...!

I just love this monsoon ....this weather, this place and my friends.

After a long time I was with T & A, chatting about everything and nothing, sipping a cup of coffee on a rainy day. I missed their company a lot, not that we were not seeing, but when ever we met I was so pre-occupied that I hated to spoil their mood too with my changing moods that I just preferred to stay alone. So this time it was like union after a long time, I just love them for what they are to me….


Its an awesome feeling, like I am back to life again, after weeks of uncertainty, finally I have an answer, and I am not regretting though I am scared to death. You cant every day break the rules that you follow, I didn’t break, I just didn’t allow others to take my life away from me. I am still feeling bad that I had to take a stand, I still feel bad that I might have hurt my father, I am just hoping that he will understand and will stand by what I believe and not the years old tradition and my relatives. He was more than happy when I send him bouquet on Father’s Day… I know he least expected that from me.... (But then i did made him smile..)


I am more delighted that finally monsoon is here to take away my tears; I don’t want to cry, not anymore. I am happier that I am can finally keep my feet down without fear, of expressing myself. I may have hurt some of my dear ones directly or indirectly, but thank God, they do understand me more than I thought……
Do I need to tell you one more reason why I love this monsoon rain…


Disclaimer : I took the pic from here .. http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3228/2813614786_2d9f8ede51.jpg

15 comments:

Dhanya said...

I am glad everything worked out for you :)

You should always stand for what you believe in. It might not be right according to others, but atleast you're being true to yourself! Really proud of you!

usha said...

*hugs*

you do well! :)

Arv said...

Nature is a great healer :)

keep smiling da...

take care... cheers...

Eashwar said...

After reading your last post, I was sure that your parents would agree to what you say. I was just waiting to see this one. We would have called you silly; if you had given in. Well done.

All Talk and No Action said...

kya hua?? ghar mai shaadi ke liye pressure tha kya? :)

Amal Bose said...

:)
take care n keep smiling

SAHITYIKA said...

Mansoon have the power to heel..
i too love rain..
keep smiling.. :)

Randeep said...

I still didn't get whats going on.. But hope everything will be alright..

Cheers
Randeep

Praveen said...

everyone in India has a reason to love the monsoons...It can be the most trivial to the most personal..
and this time u have a deeply personal one..and I guess the monsoon is doing a good job at getting u back to ur true self :)

Devil Incarnate... said...

@Dhanya
:) thx a lot.. i always believ tat if u do smething coz of others pressure, it nvr wrks..

@Usha
:) Thx a lot dear..
@Arv

:) thnx.. i will

@ Eashwar
:) thx.... i knw i shud nvr give up..
@ All talk
:) sort of.. nothin new 4 gals na..

@Amal bose
:) Thx amal
@ Sahityika
:) thnk u.. i lov rain...
@Randeep
yeh... it shud b..
@praveen
:) yeh rite... rain always gives a fresh feeling.. thnk u

MultiMenon said...

So nice to hear all's well with you.. :)
Even I am a monsoon person..Nature can do wonderful things to you..You ll come outta dis.. :)

hey,...we have the same skin.. ;P no wonder they say,smart ppl think like..!! :D

Cheers..

Nikhil

indianhomemaker said...

I am late here but I am so glad I did not miss reading this one. Proud of you, Hugs! -IHM

indianhomemaker said...

The last comment was for your last post !! The word verification makes commenting very difficult :(

I love the rains too!! Driving in the rain, enjoying a hot cup of tea and just watching the rain is a joy !!! :)

Aw.S.M said...

Good for u yaar. To stand up for what u believe in is always the right thing to do. Be true to yourself,thats all that matters.

And no u ve given us more than enuff reasons :)

luv
amith

Ashwadhy said...

The soothing touch of nature and the rain almost just seem to wash away the pain. Enjoyed your post.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNt8K8ZI_6w