Let me close my eyes...

Its all so calm and peaceful, I should have cried and screamed, but then I remembered,

you should never cry, but I couldn’t help those tears coming out..

For the first time I think, I did something right by opening up my mind and damn it,

I am not regretting for what I did, though its not about all those happy endings..
I should fight for it, I should break those rules,

I didn’t..She asked me, what I want, I thought, bt then finally I was left with no answer,

I don’t know. I know, that’s not what she wanted to hear.
Let you decide how my life should be, but for now, leave me in peace, let me close my eyes...
I don’t want you to read them...