May 8, 2009

Let me close my eyes...

Its all so calm and peaceful, I should have cried and screamed, but then I remembered,
you should never cry, but I couldn’t help those tears coming out..
For the first time I think, I did something right by opening up my mind and damn it,
I am not regretting for what I did, though its not about all those happy endings..
I should fight for it, I should break those rules,
I didn’t..She asked me, what I want, I thought, bt then finally I was left with no answer,
I don’t know. I know, that’s not what she wanted to hear.
Let you decide how my life should be, but for now, leave me in peace, let me close my eyes...
I don’t want you to read them...

7 comments:

Lena said...

at times even if we stay silent, our eyes say more than words can do.. and tears say even more..



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Amal Bose said...
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Amal Bose said...

its really sad when you are tortured for being truthful.
really liked the last lines
leave me in peace, let me close my eyes...
I don’t want you to read them...

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usha said...

:)

sometimes we need to be kind enough to free ourselves from being those 'under observation' species.. by others as well as ourselves.

sometimes we just need to let ourselves be. just that.. no judging.. no analysing.

:)

Newbie Mommy said...

Stumbled today across your blog, among many others, and this was a lovely gripping post.
Loved it :)

Devil Incarnate... said...

@ lena
very true, bt there r times u hate crying...
@ amal
thx..
@usha
these dayz the worst thing is that we r observing ourselves n blaming..
@Newbie
Thx 4 droping by... :)

Praveen said...

beautiful!