Times Ahead, Without You !

Times of days lost & nights blue

When life seems falling apart

 With the roads derailed taking dead ends

I stay, looking ahead at the distant horizon

Wondering, was I meant to go this way

Wishing you was there to walk beside

Wouldn’t have mattered the life & path

As long as you were there till the end!

Silence replaces once long conversations

When lot have been left unsaid, unheard

When pain becomes just another emotion

As tears wonder to drop down or to dry out

I wish, the time had turned once for me

So I could go back & erase those moments

When life had left me alone taking you away

Wishing I had stopped, but my voice confined, heard by none!

Looking back i realize i loved certain places not for their beauty & spirit but for the reason that they give me the best people i know, if i miss something, its their absence the most! Many of them have left behind with time leaving memories for a life time...

The last person i had with the colorful memories of my childhood was my Grandpa, i lost him last month. Life goes on with new people, new places, but i do feel most of the times that I'm at the wrong place with the wrong people. People would always be missed, though at times you try to ignore the pinch & pain!